*smiles* and she was drunk, but we just spoke on the phone and it was all very nice, i am still invited to the merry town of portishead to get it drunk, which is nice, i don't mean it to be a fall back plan, but that it is,

and from her voice, and like i said last this is nothing to worry about, it's when common sense should prevail but we get caught up don't we, we worry unduely and when nothing happens we spin our own story to fill the void, *laughs* yes, yes i do still like her, and i suppose that she has invited me down is a sign of our friendship, so there's nothing to worry about, there isn't, not with regards to that anyway,

whose blissfully satisfying union (thanks to 'Secret Santa', a box of Rowney oil paints and a tiny scene of awesome sweetness set in the back of a minicab) was everything we really wanted but hadn't dared hope for.

how could i be so rude as to forget, the office, memorable only because dawn and tim finally got together and in the end it worked out as it should, and we, i, can but hope that our, my lives/life mirror that, they had always got on, very well and her boyfriend wasn't nice, and then they kissed in the second series, well she was raising money, but the moment was just lovely, it's not wrong to watch it repeatedly, *Smiles at the thought* so yes that happened, and it was sad at the end that they didn't get together, but we come back to the xmas specials, she was first seen with a baby "no it can't be hers, please no, she's got to be with tim, oh it's not," phew,she's in america, tim has gotten over it, liar, the tv company offer to pay for her and lee to come back, she does, goes to the office, The Office, she draws tim a lovely picture of him, he loves it, she loves him, hope builds, slowly, the christmas party, they have a joke at gareth's expense, but lee comes in and ruins it, well, yes he ruins it, he does and dawn takes her secret santa present and leaves, early, tim's heart breaks, my hope is crushed, i get something in my eye, next, dawn is in the taxi, she opens the present, it's a set of oil paints, Rowney ones no less *looks blank*, there's the picture of tim she drew in with them on which he has written never give up, "awesome sweetness" sums it, tears run, we go back to the office, la la la, next we see her come in, *Starts to grin* and she kisses tim, *smiles* and then they are holding hands and that's all i needed,