hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, what's done is done i suppose. but what the fuck. i mean really. somethings won't fade and i can't hide forever. that's what scares me the most. it creeps up on me and i think, this is what i've done and these are what my friends and even worse, my family will see. *half-smiles* i want to just wear a t-shirt again. two weeks and a half weeks now. home in two weeks. here's hoping they'll fade.