bit of a metallica trip, well the first two tracks of the current album - frantic and st. anger. ever get that where the first few tracks grab you so much that that's the tracks you listen to. got the angry sort of mood on and those two tracks suit it perfectly.

and, pin by the yeah yeah yeahs,
more suited to a happier version of the current mood.

see; i would like people to read this....... because i read all sorts of things ont net like, i would like this to be my space, but it can't be because - so long as keep things it will never be and it can't be anywhere in between, very much all or nothing, i could use this as some random - but safe - thoughts and links to sites and my political opinions etc etc but that's not it, i don't know, it need to be everything, pah,

didn't say no to a drink this evening, feel a little fuzzy still, the only way i can describe it, i like it,

close my eyes and pretend the world never happened. don't feel much better. get a job pay off my debts. go back to uni..... acrue more debts, get a job, more debts, etc etc. don't want that to be the case but feel, it is too much pre-determined.

*pours himself a drink*