i think the exam went really badly. i don't want to say it went badly, because i don't know. i think it did. i left straight after. and i haven't spoken to anyone sicne. but that's completely inconsequential really. i don't think it is. i don't care. i sat in the exam and didn't think i could do either essay question. i broke outi n a sweat. fear overrode me. then everything did. and then i was going to call mum after and tell her everything. i tried to answer the question. i think i stopped caring at one point.

it is only an exam.

i feel slightly better now. better then i did. that's isn't hard. i bought a book. i'm too scared to read it anywhere but in my room.
kind of obvious i think. but it was the only one in waterstones,

well i have another exam tomorrow,.