hmmmmmmmm, i think i am going to try and find a counsellor here in Gloucester, i can just feel things building up slowly, and i don't seem to have any way to vent, there is no-one i feel i can talk to honestly, without emotion, about my emotions, i just want to get them out, i just can't say what i would like to, i know it's alright to be scared, but, i don't think i'm coping, deeper seated problems? *laughs*

why do i feel like i am only laughing at myself?