and the world falls down everytime,

"when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible"

it falls down and around me,

"And I die when you mention his name
And I lied, I should have kissed you
When we were running the reins "

*smiles* i feel so up and down. but solely that i suppose. just end up going nowhere.
and i can't build it up,
blindly clinging to,
something that has past me by,
that has past by,
and so i let my world fall down,
everytime,
and anytime,

and i still haven't found what i'm looking for,

and all the while nothing will ever do,